Sunday, June 19, 2011

Please Excuse Me

Please excuse me, but my mind has been foggy, and my thoughts uncompleted. My life has been a roller coaster, and I’m scared, but the same loop that I went around not long ago, I might be going around one more time. The ups and downs I want to relive, call me crazy but I do. If I watch my back more carefully and do things differently, what if things work out how I want them? People worry about me, I suppose they have a reason, but I want to give a second chance and see where my new knowledge takes me. I want to try again, people might say I deserve better but what I want is him. He is a game that I want to play again, a game that I want to win this time; I am a very sore loser. I love when he talks to me, his words always soothe me, and whatever he talks about I want to listen. He is a asshole, but I love it, because he is my asshole.

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